35 Chapter 34：Seeking Marriage

Chapter 34：Seeking Marriage

"Are you going to Liangzhou Are you going to attack Liangzhou" I asked.

“你要去涼州？你要去攻打涼州？”我問道。

He didn't respond, but it was clear that he didn't realize attacking Liangzhou was part of a plot against him. Instead, he thought I was concerned about Zhang Guoying.

他沒有說話，果然，可是他不知道攻打涼州于他是一個陰謀，他卻誤以為是我關心張國英。

He still didn't speak, just silently gazing at me.

他依然沒有說話，只是默默地看着我。

"It's not because I care about him, but because I care about you."

“我不是因為關心他，而是關心你。”

"Oh"

“哦？”

"Don't you believe me"

“你不相信我？”

"No, I believe everything you say."

“不，只要是你說的我都信。”

"Then, believe me, and don't attack Liangzhou. Don't go to Liangzhou. If you must attack, let someone else lead the charge, alright"

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“那你相信我就不要去攻打涼州，不要去涼州。如果你真的要攻打涼州，讓別人去好不好？”

"Why"

“為什麽？”

"Why The battlefield is merciless. You are the crown prince of the New Dynasty, the heir to the throne. You shouldn't take such a risk."

“為什麽？戰場上刀劍無眼。你已經貴為新王朝太子，是未來皇位的繼承人，你不應該去冒這個險。”

"But I have followed my father in battles since childhood. My entire life has been spent on the battlefield."

“可是我從小就随着我父皇四處征戰，我這一輩子就是在戰場上走過來的。”

"That was in the past. Things have changed now. Promise me that you won't personally go to the battlefield, alright"

“那是從前，現在已經今非昔比，答應我不要親自去戰場好不好？”

He didn't say anything, and he just continued standing silently.

他沒有說話，只是默默地靜靜地繼續站着。

"This is my only wish, the only thing I ask of you. Can't you find it in your heart to grant me this"

“這是我唯一的願望，這是我唯一求你做的事情，難道你就這樣忍心拒絕我嗎？”

"Anything but this. I have already promised my father."

“除了這個其他的都可以，因為我已經答應父皇了。”

"Liu Hao, this is all I want and ask for. I don't want anything else. Will you promise me" I pleaded with him, tears involuntarily streaming down my face.

“劉昊，我只要這個，我只求這個，其他的我一樣也不要，你答應我好不好？“我哀求着他，眼淚不由自主地流下來了。

But he didn't show his usual compassion. Instead, he turned away and silently walked off.

但是他卻沒有像往常一樣那樣的憐香惜玉，而是轉過身去，默默地走開了。

He still didn't believe me, thinking I was trying to stop him from attacking Liangzhou for Prince Zhang Guoying of Liangzhou.

他不相信，還是以為我阻止他去攻打涼州是為了涼州太子張國英。

Yes, I don't love him. I have a request for him, willing to use marriage as the bait just so Liu Hao could stay alive and live a good life.

是的，我不愛他，我有求于他，甘願以婚姻為誘餌，只為了他劉昊能活着，好好地活着。

I don't love him, but he is my best friend in this life. We may not have romantic love, but our friendship is deep.

我不愛他，但是他是我今生最好的朋友，我們之間沒有愛情也有濃厚的友情。

He is a good person. he shouldn't die. He should inherit the New Dynasty's throne.

他是個好人，他不應該死，他就應該繼承新王朝的天下。

But I can't save him because he rejected me—the only time he has ever done so since we met.

可是我卻救不了他，因為他拒絕我了，從我們認識到現在唯一的一次拒絕我了。

I was willing to trade my marriage to protect and keep him alive. Sadly, I couldn't do it. From the day he left, I knew it wouldn't be long before I received news of his death. After all, it's always hardest to guard against a foe within one's own home.

我願意以自己婚姻為代價護他周全，讓他能夠活着。可惜我沒有做到，從他離開的這一天我就知道，過不了多久，我就要得到他離去的信息了，畢竟自古家賊最難防。

I was born in turbulent times, and from a young age, I devoted myself to learning strategy and various skills to survive better and protect my family and loved ones.

我生于亂世，從小殚精竭慮地學謀略，學這學那，只為更好地活着，更好地守護崔家，保護親人。

I've never had a moment of leisure in my entire life. To achieve prominence, one must endure hardships behind the scenes. My intelligence and excellence are not solely due to natural talent. A significant portion is the result of hard work and training.

我的一生從來都沒有過一日的清閑，要想人前顯貴，必須背後受罪，我的聰明，我的優秀也不是全靠天賦，很大一部分都是通過後天的努力和訓練得來的。

In today's world, it's difficult to find peers of my age who can rival me in appearance, talent, or strategy. Yet, the ones who fall in love with me are destined for defeat. One lost his kingdom, and the other was doomed to perish, unable even to preserve his own life.

如今的我無論是容貌，才華，謀略在現在的世界很難長到能與我能與我比肩的同齡人，可是愛上我的人，一個注定要敗，他丢了江山，一個注定要亡，連命都保不住。

How tragic my life is.

我的生活是多麽凄慘！

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